urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xkid_in_cornerx Taylor's LiveJournal xkid_in_cornerx 2005-07-11T03:40:22Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xkid_in_cornerx:15471 2005-07-11T03:40:22Z 2005-07-11T03:40:22Z HEY MY NEW LIVEJOURNAL IS <br /><br />staticxcore<br /><br />ADD IT NOW<br /><br /><br /><br />NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!<br /><br /><br /><br />LOVE <br /><br />STATICXCORE urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xkid_in_cornerx:15216 2005-07-11T03:32:34Z 2005-07-11T03:32:34Z none Hello yall,<br /><br />I'm gonna keep this short as possable.<br />Well Olivia wants me to die, and I'm not to worried about it.<br />I don't have the energy to deal with her anymore.<br />Static Feedback has some shows comming up.<br />I like Cassie Miller.<br />And I know most of you dislike her,<br />but she isn't that bad of a person. <br />You can call her dirty, you can ask why.<br />And I just want to talk to you.<br />Because if one of my friends ask me why I like a girl, <br />and i give them a reason, and they don't like it. Well then fuck you.<br />Cause I like her now. And if YOU have a problem with it. Then fine. Don't talk to me.<br />And I will be goign out with her soon. <br />I'm asking her out on her birthday.<br />And oyu can say I can do better.<br />Well Fuck You once again.<br /><br />P.S Olivia if you don't like it. Go suck a dick.<br /><br />Sincerely<br /><br />StaticXcorE urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xkid_in_cornerx:15070 2005-06-30T15:50:02Z 2005-06-30T15:50:02Z when the sun sleeps - underOATH Ok well a lot of stuff has happened since my last post. First off thanks to everyone who posted, whether it was an insaulting post or not. I sorted the shit out with Overdose. Shelby and Chris apoligized to me, but Scott and Ryan really should apoligize to Zakk. Well since the last post me and Olivia broke up. So I guess I'm on the market again. HEY JESSE LEE ME AND YOU SHOULD GO GIRL HUNTING SOMETIME. TWO STRAPING MEN LIKE OURSELVES SHOULD BE ABLE TO MEET SOME PEOPLE. Yeah and don't get me wrong I am super upset over this. But I'm trying not to be. She says that she doesn't love me anymore, but why would she still give me those looks, those hugs. Why would she say Idon't want you to leave. Do I just want her back so bad that I'm makeing it up in my head. I don't know. All I know is that I love her. And nothing in the world will ever change that. NOTHING.<br /><br /> Well I think I'll cut this short. FYI: STATIC FEEDBACK IS OPENING FOR THE SALADS AND SPREAD THE DEASESE.<br /><br />xox staticxcore<br /><br />p.s add staticxcore on livejournal<br /><br />it will be my new one urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xkid_in_cornerx:14638 2005-06-10T22:14:31Z 2005-06-10T22:14:31Z ATTENTION ALL:<br /><br />WHO'S BAND IS BETTER<br /><br />STATIC FEEDBACK<br /><br />OR<br /><br />CORNAL KNOWLEDGE NOW KNOWN AS OVERDOSE!!!<br /><br /><br />PLEASE FOR THE LOVE OF GOD COMMENT<br /><br />&lt;3Taylor urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xkid_in_cornerx:14565 2005-05-27T15:25:04Z 2005-05-27T15:25:04Z nothing at school in the library OK so yeah I'm sitting hear in history in the library, bored as hell. I have nothing to do. I really wanted to go to Olivia's baseball game tonight, but her parents don't want her hanging out with anyone tonight cause she is going down to Toronto tomorrow. So yeah i miss her alot. Like no has any clue. My dad said that the odds of me being with her forever is like 4793075057302 to 1. And i can't take that. I can't take a life without her. I don't think i could. I would never be able to go out. I would have to isolate myself from the world. Everything reminds me of her. Family Guy the most. We laugh so hard it. And yeah when I am on the phone with her I feel bad, because i never give her my full attention. And she always has to repeat herself cause I'm not listening. And it kills me. And somedays she doesn't wanna tell me what's going on in her life. And that kills me too. Like GAHH. I wanna know everything about her, but sometime she keeps me out. And i just want in. I know she tells me like 85% of the stuff that happens in her life, but i also wanna know the other 15%. <br />Wednesday<br /><br />Taylor-everything ok baby<br />Olivia-yeah<br />Taylor-swear on my life<br />Olivia of course<br /><br />Thursday<br />Olivia-hey what's going on<br />Taylor-nothing<br />Olivia-yeah I had really bad day yesterday<br />Taylor- I asked you yesterday and you said nothing<br />Olivia-yeah I just didn't really wanna talk about<br />Taylor-whatever<br /><br />Yeah so she lied, and everyone knows how i can't stand to be lied too. And from the girl that i love, that's bullplop. LOL "bullplop". But yeah. I don't I'll see her til' next weekend when she comes to the fair and that show. It is going to be kickass. We are gonna rock out so goddamn hard. You wont know what hit you.<br /><br />&lt;3<br /><br />P.S Oh i better give you something to post about.<br /><br />What is your favourite Simple Plan song. LOL<br />Mine is "Untitles(How could this happen to me)" urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xkid_in_cornerx:14176 2005-05-24T04:14:13Z 2005-05-24T04:14:13Z space cowboy - steve miller OLIVIA HAPPY ONE MONTH BABY, NOW IF WE CAN STAY TOGETHER FOR MORE THEN 11 DAYS THEN WE BREAK OUR OLD RECORD:) LOVE YOU SOOOOOOOO MUCH BABY <br /><br />&lt;3Taylor<br /><br />P.S I love Olivia soooo much urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xkid_in_cornerx:14018 2005-05-23T06:48:45Z 2005-05-23T06:48:45Z none Ok well i think Thurday i slept over at Olivia's without my parents and her parents knowing. Friday was school and the hardcore show. Not to bad. Saturday was our show. We had to many technical problems. But we will be ready for "sports day bash". And yeah. Nothing really happened today.<br /><br />&lt;3<br /><br />P.S i love olivia sooooooooooooooooooo much urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xkid_in_cornerx:13765 2005-05-23T06:43:03Z 2005-05-23T06:43:03Z none THREE THINGS THAT SCARE ME<br />1.people might be spying on me<br />2.lies<br />3.suicidal people<br /><br />THREE THINGS I DON'T UNDERSTAND<br />1.math<br />2.girls<br />3.my mom and dad<br /><br />THREE THINGS I'D LIKE TO LEARN<br />1.music<br />2.math<br />3.skateboarding<br /><br />THREE THINGS I AM WEARING RIGHT NOW<br />1.white t-shirt<br />2.belt<br />3.pants<br /><br />THREE THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE<br />1.ski dive<br />2.bunggy jump<br />3.have sex<br /><br />THREE THINGS MOST PEOPLE DON'T KNOW ABOUT ME<br />1.i've cut myslef(not proud of it at all and have stopped)<br />2.my dad and shit like that<br />3.things with my girlfriend<br /><br />THREE THINGS I SAY THE MOST<br />1.you'll get over it<br />2.who cares<br />3.seven!!!<br /><br />THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO<br />1.clear lake<br />2.regina<br />3.flordia<br /><br />NUMBER OF...<br />piercings =0<br />tattoos = 0<br />height = 5'11<br />shoe size =11<br />hair color =blonda<br />siblings = 1<br /><br />LAST...<br />movie(s) you rented =hmmm i don't know<br />movie you bought = band of brothers<br />song you listened to = sighs of the end-true trout<br />cd you bought = true trout suburban lawnmower brigade<br />cd you listened to =true trout suburban lawnmower brigade<br />person that's called you =olivia<br />tv show you've watched =comady at club 54<br />person you kissed = jesse lee<br />person you were thinking of = olivia<br />you have a crush on someone = olivia<br />you wish you could live somewhere else =olivia's<br />you think about suicide = not cool<br />you believe in online dating =not at all<br />others find you attractive = i hope so<br />you want more piercings = yes<br />you drink = yes<br />you do drugs =yes<br />you smoke = use to<br />you like cleaning = not a chance, but has to be done<br />you like roller coasters = yes<br />you write in cursive or print = print<br /><br />FOR OR AGAINST...<br />long distance relationships = depends on the perosn and how far away<br />suicide = against<br />killing people =depends on person<br />teenage smoking = against<br />doing drugs = for/against<br />driving drunk = against<br />gay/lesbian relationships =for<br />soap operas = for<br /><br />FAVORITE...<br />food = popcorn<br />song = signs of the end - true trout<br />thing to do = be with olivia/ sleep in her bed with her<br />thing to talk about = music/ relationships<br />sports = rugby<br />drinks = pepsi<br />clothes = screamo clothing<br />movies = donnie darko<br />singer = mcr singers<br />holiday = summer<br /><br />HAVE YOU...<br />ever cried over a boy = yes<br />ever cried over a girl = way to many times<br />ever lied to someone = yes:(<br />ever been in a fist fight = yeah:)<br />ever been arrested = nope:)<br /><br />WHAT...<br />shampoo do you use = whatever<br />shoes do you wear = pink furry converse <br />is your desktop backround = green grass field and blue sky with clouds<br /><br /><br />NUMBER...<br />of times you've been in love? = 2<br />of times I have had my heart broken? = 2<br />of boys I have kissed? = 2<br />of boys I've slept with? = 0<br />of drugs taken illegally? = 5<br />of people I would classify as true, could trust with my life type friends? = 2-3<br />of people I consider my enemies? = all crips, and josh dimond<br />of scars on my body? = to many:(<br />of things in my past that I regret? = cheating on olivia, and cutting urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xkid_in_cornerx:13470 2005-05-17T00:18:34Z 2005-05-17T00:18:34Z i'm ot ok- my chemical romance Thinking about suicide? Ask the 25-year-old who tried to electricute himself. He lived. But both his arms are gone.<br /><br /><br />What about jumping? Ask John. He used to be intelligent, with an engaging sense of humor. That was before he leapt from a building. Now, he's brain-damaged and will always need care. He staggers and has seizures. He lives in a fog. But, worst of all, he KNOWS he used to be normal.<br /><br /><br />What about pills? Ask the 12-year-old with extensive liver damage from an overdose. Have you ever seen anyone die of liver damage? You turn yellow. It's a hard way to go.<br /><br /><br />What about a gun? Ask the 24-year-old who shot himself in the head. Now he drags one leg, has a useless arm and has no vision or hearing on one side. He lived through his "foolproof" suicide. You might too.<br /><br /><br />But... Who will clean your blood off the carpet or scrape your brains from the ceiling? Commercial cleaning companies may refuse that job--but SOMEONE has to do it.<br /><br /><br />Who will have to cut you down from where you hung yourself or identify your bloated body after you've drowned? Your father? Your mother? Your wife? Your son?<br /><br /><br />The carefully worded "loving" suicide note is of no help. Those who loved you will NEVER completely recover. They'll feel regret and an unending pain.<br /><br /><br />Suicide is contagious. Look around your family. Look closely at the 4 year old playing with his cars on the rug. Kill yourself tonight, and he may do it ten years from now.<br /><br /><br />You DO have other choices. There are people who can help you through this crisis. Call a hotline. Call a friend. Call your minister or priest. Call a doctor or hospital. Call the police. They will tell you that there's hope. Maybe you'll find it in the mail tomorrow. Or in a phone call this weekend. But what you're seeking could be just a minute, a month, or a day away.<br /><br /><br />You say you don't want to be stopped? Still want to do it? -Well, then, I may see you in the psychiatric ward later. And we'll work with whatever you have left.<br /><br /><br />Remember: Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem.<br /><br /><br />***IF YOU'RE READING THIS, PLEASE STEAL IT AND PUT IT IN YOUR JOURNAL TOO.***<br /><br />♥ ♥ ♥<br /><br />&lt;Taylor urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xkid_in_cornerx:13295 2005-05-15T02:38:33Z 2005-05-15T02:38:33Z yeah well not alot happened, <br />monday nothing<br />tuesday nothing<br />wednesday olivia's LOVE THAT GIRL SO FUCKING MUCH IT'S CRAZY.<br />thursday nothing <br />friday nothing<br />saturday nothing/found out we are opening for the salads at the docks<br /><br /><br />&lt;3<br /><br />p.s love olivia soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much sorry for everything love you muffin urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xkid_in_cornerx:12932 2005-05-04T03:04:02Z 2005-05-04T03:04:02Z Ok well today wasn't bad. I woke up after a long 11 hour sleep, feeling refreshed and readyf or school. I went to school and got breakfast. Had first and second period. Went well I thought. Then i didn't want to go to thrid so i didn't. I went to "palace pizza" with Rob and Kat. And yeah wnet over well. Then i had my lunch and it was ok. Went to last period and the fire alarm got pulled like 5 minutes before school ended. Then i had rugby practise. I started a new spot today and I get to be starter tomorrow. KICK ASS. Yeah our game is against Mulock. We are going to dominate them. It will be awesome. And then band practise. I pumped. Well I'm le tired.<br /><br />IF ANYONE KNOWS HOW I CAN GET IN TOUCH WITH TRUE TROUT FOR A SHOW THAT WOULD BE SUPER. I'VE TRIED E-MAIL.<br /><br />&lt;3 urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xkid_in_cornerx:12564 2005-05-01T05:26:04Z 2005-05-01T05:26:04Z Ok well this has got to be the best effing day, or one of the best days of my life. Well i woke up at around 12:00 12:30. I clean for awhile then i go for band practise. It was an ok band practise. Then we packed eveything up and Josh and Jeremy left to go to Richmond Hill. So then my mom came shortly after and the Zakk, Jeff, Dave, and I were off. We got there at around 5:00. I was pumped as hell. Then "Seed" went on, they were ok. But there guitar player was missing so they were playing with like guitar for every other song. Still pretty good. Then it was "Carnel Knowledge" they were ok, I don't like that type of music but whatever it's all good. Then it was us. I was pumped as hell. We fucking stoll it. We have come so for from the little band that didn't know what the hell we were doing at "March Break Maddness". I think our up coming show wont knwo what hit them. And yeah i met alot of nice people. And got some e-mail address. It was a time. Well i'm tired as hell. Good night. Have a great one.<br /><br />&lt;3 urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xkid_in_cornerx:12428 2005-04-24T18:11:37Z 2005-04-24T18:11:37Z Thursday - War All The Time firday:<br />Went to the movies with Rob, Kat, Nick,, Nick, Josh, Keara, and Olivia&lt;3333333333333333(we are going out now). We saw "Kung Fu Hustle", what a bad movie i thought i was gonna stab someone. Haha. I had fun though, and i really love Olivia she is the only thing i think about now, i know that's not the greatest thing in the world but i just love her so much no one but probably Jesse Lee understands. Like gah i love her and i don't know what i would do if i lost her again. Lol. Well yeah, yesturday was Jess Gamble's birthday party, i was fun we watched "Viva La Bam", i thought i was gonna die i was laughing so hard. Today Josh, Jeremy, and Zak are gonna come over we are gonna right a song, it will be a aparty for sure. 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I LOVE OLIVIA I LOVE OLIVIA I LOVE OLIVIA I LOVE OLIVIA I LOVE OLIVIA I LOVE OLIVIA I LOVE OLIVIA I LOVE OLIVIA I LOVE OLIVIA I LOVE OLIVIA I LOVE OLIVIA I LOVE OLIVIA I LOVE OLIVIA I LOVE OLIVIA I LOVE OLIVIA I LOVE OLIVIA I LOVE OLIVIA I LOVE OLIVIA I LOVE OLIVIA I LOVE OLIVIA I LOVE OLIVIA I LOVE OLIVIA I LOVE OLIVIA I LOVE OLIVIA I LOVE OLIVIA I LOVE OLIVIA I LOVE OLIVIA I LOVE OLIVIA I LOVE OLIVIA I LOVE OLIVIA urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xkid_in_cornerx:11822 2005-04-17T19:32:10Z 2005-04-17T19:32:10Z ok well i'm getting alot happier....i found out olivia still loves me :) i love that girl with all my heat and a bit more...and yeah...i think she might be dumping chris soon...and that makes me happy..i hope me and her will go out in the very very very near future...and yeah....i am also happy to hear that trish and jesse are together again...that makes me happy too....and if i pass all my classes and have good grades...i can go to the warped tour and see my chemical romance OMG no one has any clue how much i love them...and yeah well i'll out<br /><br />P.S i love olivia [ this much ]<br /><br />&lt;3 urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xkid_in_cornerx:11715 2005-04-13T01:17:28Z 2005-04-13T01:17:28Z ok for some reason everyone says i seem emo and eepressed...but i have a good reason for being depressed...like god...the girl i love is with another guy...my parnets are getting devorced..and yeah...well i seem to be crying myself to sleep every night and i hate it..i can't take this shit anymore..like gah...like fuck i just want to be loved and to be held...like god...i need someone in my life<br /><br />&lt;3 urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xkid_in_cornerx:11335 2005-04-11T00:51:06Z 2005-04-11T00:51:06Z my chemical romance-you know what they do..... ok well i feel really down these past couple of days...my parents are spilting up again...and acting like children...and yeah....girls confuse the fuck out of me....and yeah...i really just wanna have no feeling what so ever about anyone...i wanna like kill the god cause of these feeling he has put in me...and yeah...well yeah...i still love so many people and that will never change...i love....olivia, sarah(sorry sarah), and jessica...and yeah i still really like the fallowing(don't care if it's spelt wrong)...anita, carly(sorry jeremy), courtny, trish(sorry jesse), and yeah....well yeah....and i hate it.....well bye<br /><br />&lt;3&lt;3Taylor urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xkid_in_cornerx:11130 2005-04-07T19:05:35Z 2005-04-07T19:05:35Z Ok well I haven’t updated this in a long time. I have fucked over my life so bad I don’t think I can fix it. I’m failing two subject, my marks are both zeros I like this girl and she likes me and I don’t know what’s going to happen. My dad is a confusing jerk who I wanna beat with a stick. And I miss about every girl I have ever had feeling for. I can’t take it. And after I was at Anita’s I thought I was gay, like what the fuck. I was so close to just killing myself. Not because I was gay but because it would be another person have hurt and if I hurt one more person I’ll lose it. No fucking joke. I can’t take my life. I wanna a job so I have money when I move out. But I don’t think that is going to happen cause I don’t have a S.I number and it is total bullshit, like gah. And yeah well on a better note I’m happy to say that static-feedback seem to be liked by people. We are playing a show in Richmond Hill on April 30 and another show, True Trout’s CD release party with Return For Refund, The Heatskore, STD’s, and True Trout themselves, I’m very pumped, there was probably one more band but I can’t remember. I hope you all come out and see us it will be a night to remember. And I am also very upset with the band and the way it is moving at this moment. Yeah we arte getting shows but that’s not the point. Some of the best times is practise, and we have none. That’s fucked. Jeremy wanted me to make up some new lyrics so I did I wrote about 5 songs, but no practises to work on them. It is really starting to get me pissed. I could quit but no we are coming along nicely. But like I have never heard of a band that just is good, it has to involve practise like FUCK, Josh, Jeremy, Zak, and Jeff we NEED practise. J&J stick up to your mom argue with her. I never hear you argue with her. Like god. Everyone doesn’t Josh and Jeremy need to stick up for what they believe in. I think everyone should. And yeah. Well I’m done.<br /><br />&lt;3&lt;3Taylor urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xkid_in_cornerx:10543 2005-03-13T06:19:07Z 2005-03-13T06:19:07Z ok i'm soo sick of this shit...i look at people's live journal and what do i come across...&lt;3Chris...omg...omg...OMG...i can't take this shit...i love her so much...but noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.......she moves on like nothing happened....and i look in her msn name...."For Once in My Life, I'm Actually Happy"....like what the hell you weren't happy when you were with me....and now your happy, that = bullshit....i have nopthing agaist chris....just her.....if she can move on like this then i will....today was the show.....i read this lj entry berfore the show....and i was pissed....so yeah....and cassie came..so i desided i would be with her....cause i want to be with emily but i don't want it to fuck up our friendship....so i'm going to go out with cassie....so yeah..and olivia's friends were there.....sticking ti cassie liike glue...making sure she couldn't be with me...and not even letting her go to the washroom with letting them know....well i can't type anymore...i'm going to bed.....<br /><br />p.s olivia there is no way i can be friends with you.....sorry<br /><br />&lt;/3&lt;/3Taylor urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xkid_in_cornerx:10373 2005-02-21T02:33:11Z 2005-02-21T02:33:11Z ok so saturday was good<br /><br />-woke up painted my room with my dad...had some beers with him...got ready for the show....arrived at the show and loved it...i bought the new mail order bride cd...dope effing shit is all that i can say....and then i found out that cassie's bf was cheating on her...oh no....i punched the fucker right in the face...i think it hurt him to on the count he went down then retreated to the side of the stage :) ....i was proud...the olivia bitched him out....she pushed him...i kinda wanted him to oush her ba ck so i could hit him again....but no luck...man i love that girl... she doesn't even know effing cassie and yeah....so yeah...then today i went to the mall with my mom....she got shoes and i got pants...it was awesome....when i got home i found myself bitching at everyone...so i went downstairs and put up some lights...they look awesome...i'm handiong in my course stuff tomorrow for sacred...i'm so punped....it will be awesome...well i'm out...tty<br /><br />&lt;3&lt;3Taylor urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xkid_in_cornerx:10030 2005-02-19T04:34:27Z 2005-02-19T04:34:27Z S.O.S-Mad Caddies yeah so i haven't being doing this shizznet in awhile so yeah i'll tell you the high lights of the week ok<br /><br />v-day=shoed up at olivia's house without her knowing with a single red rose:)<br />-hung out with her brother lol<br />-played laser tag with olivia then i had to go jackassters for dinner<br />-had nocho's<br />-drove home, it was awesome lol<br /><br />the rest of the week was bad<br /><br />ON A VERY GOOD NOTE THAT SHIT WITH THE KID WHO WANTED TO KILL ME IS OVER, ME AND HIM ARE FRIENDS NOW!!!<br /><br />-today was a boring day<br />-tonight i went o the mivie's with nick, cigs, cigs friend, rob, josh, fat nick, and kat<br />-saw some crappy movie and kept through shit at nick<br />-went to best buy<br />-car ride home was awesome...OMG...word can't begin to describe<br /><br />now i'm home<br /><br />&lt;3&lt;3Taylor<br /><br />olivia who is the person you wanted to tell you loved them?<br /><br />and what's everyone's fav. love song<br /><br />MINE IS THERE IS- BOX CAR RACER urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xkid_in_cornerx:9917 2005-02-13T06:16:29Z 2005-02-13T06:16:29Z hoplessly high-the heatskores today was ok<br /><br />woke up by josh and jeremy calling...they wanted band practise...i took a shower..then BIKED over there...it was freezing...and then i got there eat come neswick cerial...and went for band practise....it was effing dope...after the first two songs we started to feel it...and started to play really well...we have four more years and unknonw down pritty good now:)...i think the march 12 show will by far be our best...i will rock out for sure...then we watched..shaun of the dead...not that bad of a movie...then josh and jeremy for there b-day got a t.v...a big t.v...and yeah...then i came home at around 6:05pm for dinner...left for hockey...spent about 1 1/2 hour try to find the effing place...when we got there we had about 5 minutes to get ready...we pulled it all together fast...and then we had to give up the game on the account of we had 6 players and a goalie...so we had a practise...me and josh scott got into a fun fight...i hit him in the groin like 5 times and it was awesome...i haven't laughed that hard in a LONG time...and then we came home...hung out with graham(brother)and yeah...now i'm doing this...ttyl<br /><br />&lt;3&lt;3Taylor<br /><br />p.s olivia oyu don't have to get me anything...being with you on valentine's day will be the PERFECT gift<br />p.p.s i live you olivia urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xkid_in_cornerx:9525 2005-02-12T05:52:48Z 2005-02-12T05:52:48Z sitting hear, standing-the heatskores fuck fuck fuck fuck....p.s those are good fucks...today was to pumped...juiced...loved the day...i woke up and my ome drove me to school...had class...you know...tech, drama, history, lunch, and but instead of careers...i went to this caring thing for spirt week...it was awesome...i will care about everyone and everything from now on til i die...and yeah...then came the waxing of the legs...the football team went on stage and each person payed a doller..they got a stripp of wax...and i'll tell you...i'm so glad that i have not the hair of legs...and that the hairs are blonde...cause that thing hurt so much...lol...then i went over to olivia's...it was fun...played paint ball on the playstaion with him...then her dad drove me and kevin(olivia's brother) to his hockey...he could only fit four and like six were going...so me olivia's dad and keniv went first...then like 15-20 minutes later olivia and her friends showed up...her dad had to go back and get them...then we WALKED...to the show...we got there like 20 minutes before doors opened...hung out and was so pumped to go in...and yeah...each band was better then the next...i so very little of the metal eddies...i was with olivia...nothing more to say:)...then THE HEATSKORES...omg those guys are my god...like you have nooooooooooo clue how much i love them sooo much....and i didn't think it was possible...but a acctually love olivia more then i did before...like each time and everytime i'm with her i get so happy...like i LOVE this girl...like omg no one know...i think i have reacted the peek of loving her everytime but then she is just so perfect that i love her even more...and then the show ended...omg how could i forget...i went for a stage dive and i cleared the people and ended up hit like three girls in the face...and yeah...i'm king..and the girls were ok:)...and then...it was time to leave:(...i waited in line with olivia to get my bag for checking...and jeremy was show this guy his new amitures cd to this guy(not the nicest guy in the world) and i saw that he wasn't letting go...i knew this guy wasn't friends with jeremy..and jer wasn't loving it...i was like dude give him back the cd...he was like or what...i wa slike i'll kick your ass.i saw he was mad so i turned away...i could care less if was going to punch me in the back of the head...first of all..he was a gangster at a show....not smart...and secong of all...he wasn't going to hit me with the security guy beside me...so i continued to wait in line...got my coat and my HEATSKORES CD..and went home with josh and jer...they dropped me off.i'm probably going to go to bed now...so yeah<br /><br />TAYLORS LONGEST ENTRY<br /><br />&lt;3&lt;3Taylor urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xkid_in_cornerx:9409 2005-02-11T00:42:17Z 2005-02-11T00:42:17Z i'm so alone-mad caddies ok....omg....omg...omgi'm so effing pumped...i've been grounded for like the past like 6 days...i was kinda upset cause i thought i wasn't allowed to go to cupid's...BUT...BUT...i was really nice to my dad...and he is allowing me to go...IF...he doesn't have to drive...so i'm hoping to go to olivia's after school...and i'm getting a ride home...with josh and jeremy...so it's dope....ttyl<br /><br />&lt;3&lt;3Taylor urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xkid_in_cornerx:9044 2005-02-03T03:43:20Z 2005-02-03T03:43:20Z so today wasn't to bad<br /><br />woke up...took like 15-20 minutes getting out of bed...clean the downstairs with my oma(took at total of about 45 minutes) looked at the time it was 3:30pm...decided to take a shower...put the cd player in there and listned to tones for like 20 minutes...half way throught he shower the water got really really cold...i got out and went downstairs to find my oma doing the laundry...figured she put the water to hot...went to josha nd jer's...played some songs....jeff and zak didn't make it...starting to wonder how commited zak is to the band....he never shows up to practise...jeff couldn't get a drive...(he lives in sharon)...so then carly came over...we watched that 70's show and chilled...oma picked me up and we went to the store....came home....graham and oma went to IGA and i stayed home...went on the computer...and then watched t.v...olivia called and now i'm going to bed....<br /><br />&lt;3&lt;3Taylor